moody blues

i could not believe how tired i was on saturday morning.
i felt so exhausted.
i must of had nightmares.
could not remember.
went to have breakfast @ mimi's...healthy breakfast too.
watching my calories.
walked over to best buy to look for a new camera to replace the one that was busted.
no luck.
as we walked over my legs felt like they were 100 pounds each.
so slow.
blue.
sadness.
reality sucks sometimes.
i wonder if the conversations with dad made me feel this way?
ignorance is bliss.
why overanalyze things?
reality check...i guess?
avoidance.
talked to mom & frank.
i miss you.
some days are good for her and grandma and others days are really really bad.
frank should be back soon, he's ready to come home and find a job.
fingers crossed.
had dinner with t and monchis @ elephant bar in lakewood and had the yummiest dessert @ cold stone.
mint chocolate chip.
watched the godfather.
great movie.
family time is the best.
i'm very lucky to have family and friends surrounding me.

i am no longer blue.